Oh, how I’ve missed this feeling…

Writing that last post has got me feeling really good!

Here I am, up late on my compruder, listening to music and getting stuff done. Be it coding, blogging, or anything else, it seems I’ve never really been able to get anything done until its really late and everyone else has gone to bed. Most of the time I should have been in bed a few hours ago, which always has seemed kind of counter-productive for me… haha.

I’m currently in the process (again) of cleaning up my workspace and getting things organized for productivity. I’m wanting to get myself set up for tackling some sorts of technical projects again. I seemingly always and still are planning on getting back into coding for the web browser some time. Recently I’ve also had thoughts of getting into some Android development, too. Small stuff, like theme’ing and that sort of thing. Either way, I’m going to be using a Linux virtual machine as part my development tools. I’m getting that set up right now!

This feeling, though… So many memories. I remember when my family first moved to this house during the summer before my senior year in high school (since then I’ve moved out, and back home again, TWICE ). I was running my old meager separate Windows and Linux boxes. I had my Linux box set up with Slackware Linux and operating on three 15″ CRT monitors. Yeah, I’m hardcore like that. I had a good flow of productivity with my PHP development. My old project, “n0tgh3y profiles”, basically helped me teach myself advanced PHP and introduced me to MySQL database integration. That project ended up getting rather popular around my friends and some of the school! Had about 50 users at one point, I believe…

And ever since then, I’ve been striving for that… feeling, again. That same situation. It was such a fun time in my life! Many attempts at obtaining that, since then, have failed in one way or another. I get close… when i get into a good project, and make some nice progress, it feels great! Its always pretty short lived, though. Something else catches my attention, and that project fades away into nothing more than a bunch of files in a backup archive.

I hope things will be different, this time. If I can get my act together… I think it will. I now have a loving, supportive, beautiful woman behind me to encourage and push me in directions I’ve only taken baby steps in on my own. That will help, I think.

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