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Can’t sleep; Clowns will eat me.

Sometimes I really wish I could just cut out all of the internet bullshit in my life.  It seems like everything I see is the same as the thing before it.

I cut out a lot of people that I follow on Twitter, and turned off all SMS notifications for the ones I’m close enough to that would actually justify using that function.  Most of it was just family spouting off every single non-event of the day.  My phone is a lot quieter and I’m seemingly less irritated.  Since I live with the culprits you’d think I wouldn’t be missing much, but I still get that “didn’t you see my tweet?” bullshit from time to time.

I feel like cutting people out of Facebook too, but thats already confined to a very small group of people that I’m not sure I can do much to it.  Most of it is just stupid “Application” notifications that I don’t give a shit about and I’m not sure if you can cut that stuff out very effectively.  I’d really like to just cut the whole thing out of my life but it is still rather useful for staying connected with people that I would otherwise lose touch with… but I wonder if its that easy to lose touch then why bother?  Besides, what else would I do in my quiet time other than compulsively check it every five minutes?

I’m up real late right now and can’t sleep.  Cruising around my news feeds trying to find something interesting to read and I see all the same headlines repeated about six times over.  This is ridiculous.

I think I need some new hobbies.

Sharing is Caring

(3:16:12 PM) Sunny: I just realized the other day
(3:16:32 PM) Sunny: basically all the music that I like and listen to regularly these days are people that most others haven’t heard of
(3:16:49 PM) Patrick: heh
(3:16:53 PM) Patrick: which speaks volumes about you

Could be.

The Evacuate Chicago CD is excellent for blowing off steam.  It has become increasingly useful to me lately.

More songs about drugs with curse words is a fantastic album.

I got to see Psychostick and The Pimps in concert and it was amazing.  My friends and I hung out with Alex and Jimmy and Josh and Rob before the show.  I can die now.

Err, scratch that.  I still haven’t seen Local H live yet.  I can die later.

July sucks.

I felt so shitty all day yesterday.  Both physically and mentally.  Couldn’t figure out what was wrong with me until the evening when I realized…

It was my dad’s birthday.

Fuck, I hate July.  What a terrible month.

wahT?

I wish I was artsy.  I’ve dabbled with the visual arts of drawing and coloring over my years but nothing really stuck.  (I used to be able to draw me a mean t-rex, though.)

I wish I was musical.  Talented.  Creative.  I wish I was creative.  Creativity has always seemed to take a wrong turn at Albuquerque whenever I really needed it.  All throughout school, namely.

I love music, but am so bummed out that I can’t create any.  I’ve thought about buying a guitar or something every so often, but reality knocks on the door and reminds me that I’d probably lose focus and move onto something else… Just like my drawing… Just like with my coding…

I wish I had FOCUS!

This is not a CD, IT’S A SANDWICH!

Mmmmmmm... Psychostick... delicious metal.

Mmmmmmm... Psychostick... delicious metal.